It happened at a hotel in London. The kind of hotel  where gay couples sign in as family pair. I was there alone so was my old hairy friend X, whom I hadn´t seen for years. It was such unusual sexual game. I didn´t have to tell him that I was in the middle of a love crisis – he had already guessed. That´s why he suggested moving from the baar to one of the private rooms. Here I told him about my sexual problems. He gave me sober, disintrested advise. Hours of hand holding later, he suggested that we retire to the bedroom. I said “yes”, that it was a good idea at that moment. Things were bad enough, so he gave me the full box of porn movies. I was maked choice a lot of  films, it was the one famous gay movie, certainly about bears. We get very much pleasure.